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Sunday, 04 March 2012

  • coming a Blue Monday

    I only got one day off this week. Taking half day to go to Young-Ming national park, I hardly had time to go shopping. Bought some fruits and vages on the way home and cooked my favor vages dumplings for dinner, I still wanna go out to somewhere or take one more day at home. I like my job, but I am sometimes tired of handling some people. Don't understand why they care something not so important... it is hard to explain what I have encountered; I shouldn't care what other people care as well. Anyway, I need time to digest it, but I don't have another day off... I can tell it is going to be a Blue Monday tomorrow!!!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyoDbX1EkPQ

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

  • Nicky Wu

    Have been to OEC for 2 months, I feel I am not the same person as before.  Don't take me wrong; I mean I like myself more than before.  Life for me is not only works anymore; I learned enjoy and appreciate everything and see everything in a good way.  Don't know why I changed; just know it started after my surgery.  People said 2012 will be doomsday, however, it becomes a new start for my life, full love feeling makes me want to give more.  Appreciated what I have now and looking forward to receiving more.  Comparing the difference between 2011 and 2012, I think the key point that alters me is a person, who I have heard his name 23 years ago, but not pay attention on for 20 years.  it means his impression to me stayed at his 18, at that time he was simple young boy.   When I watched his story on TV in Jan. 2012; I couldn't believe what he had been through.  How could he take such burden and undergo those painful experiences?  Admiration to him makes me happy and bring me joy.  Although I know he still fells lonely, he puts all his energy on his work, I hope he is happy as I am now.  After 20 years painful life experience, enjoy being lonely becomes our custom.  It sounds pitiful, but sometimes it is also a mercy.  love you, Nicky Wu.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLynNKwC3MI&feature=related 

Friday, 11 November 2011

  • Bossy Secretary

    I am always too bossy; cannot stand people stupid and slowly.  

    The deputy of PM, Mr. Al-Dawood is a nice person, but not a good manager.  Most of people in our office would agree this statement; however, I shouldn't think of the same way if I want to be a leader.  A leader knows how to help other to solve problems and do their jobs.  

    I am going to work as a CFO executive secretary in a logistics company next month.   The reason I take this job because I want to learn management skills from different companies and managers.   My new boss is not like Mr. Saad or Mr. Al-Dawood; she is a woman.  I can tell she is bossy too...hahaha!!!  ''It is not about money or position; it is about a better challenge.''  I told Mr. Saad why I decided to leave the present company.

    In the subway this morning, I realized I should be humble.  No matter situations I met are difficult or easy, delightful or sad, I have got more opportunities to train myself to be better than some others have, and I have always received helps form others when I need.  I am reaching my goal, and I wish I could be strong and wise to give what other need...  

Wednesday, 02 November 2011

  • Good-bye, Mr. Saad

    My project manager gave me a good common on my works before going back to KSA last Friday.  His thank-you and my tears made a full stop of this journey.  I like this work experience generally, although I sometimes did not fully agree his behaviors.   "No one is perfect; please only remember the good site of mine..."  I will do what he asked; no matter what he has done, I have learned a great lesson from him.  

    My previous experience in Bayer tells me it is time to go on a new journey, even if I was happy to work there, things will be changed after people leave.  going to another company or staying here but different department perplexes me.  Wish I am wise enough to make a good decision.  

    Good-bye, Mr. Saad.  You might not know you somehow turned my life back to right track.  ''marriage means finding a person to share life...''   Your words like a light guiding me out of a chaos relationship.  Thank you...

Thursday, 08 September 2011

  • as time goes by...

    If the time flowed backwards, I did wish we had never met.  Coming back from ShangHai and HongKong, I still feel painful about trusting a wrong person.  

    Even if I know the hurting feeling will be gone as time goes by. I still wish to be released from it right away.  Thousands ''why' are in my mind, but not one I could answer it.  More and more, I realize the only reason is it is a mistake.  Never though of regret for meeting anyone, I first time feel sorry for having him in my life.  

    I have kept working more than 12 hours per day to escape the evening time we often spent together...however, anger doesn't go away.  Asking myself to admit the mistake and concentrated on my career are the things I tell myself everyday.  please help me go through it...as time goes by... 

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About Me

  • Having left home for five years, I though of going back while I was taking a bath tonight, but where I should go? It is silly I have spent years not to look back, but the memories were like slides showing in the foggy bathroom. I saw my childhood friends and classmates; don't know what they are doing. Puppy, my neighbor's dog in Brisbane, is five years old; what it looks like? Does the Spanish doorman who I used to say hello every evening in New York still work in that apartment? I know soon I will forget these because "Home" is not where I should go back; it is who I want to stay with. Who I will miss if I leave London? my lonely shadow... Friends told me to take someone back next time... I answered to them with a smile...because I have taken someone in my mind for years...